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Friday, 13 March 2009

  • Heart Breaks

    The first thing that comes to mind in a heart break is a broken relationship between a couple that has put forth a life time of love and energy to have it suddenly broken off...

    The second idea is when friends fight, or worse they don't resolve an on-going problem to have it suddenly blow up in their faces; and a life long friendship has been broken when the matter could have been solved with a word called communication.

    The third and final thought is when a family member stops taking your side. In fact they've gone so far to spite you, you're convinced the relationship will never mend... However, the idea of them never talking to you again doesn't sound that bad. Especially when all your life, they've done everything in their power to drag you down with them.  It still breaks my heart to know that he'll always hate me when I've only wanted the best for him.

    All three cases have happened to me within the last month and couple of weeks. Not so much the second case because I can learn to face the situation and sit down with the other party and talk it out like grown adults. 


    SIGH... I once fell madly in love, then out of love... then he did, then our relationship just remained because of... I guess attachment... and now that he's not here with me I miss him...

    Sort of. I don't know. I'm not sure.

    I don't know if we'll ever get back, I don't know if things will ever be the same. He was my best friend, that was for sure. And now with all the other un-welcomed drama in my life, I feel so alone. Strange enough, that's not my main concern either...
    I live a rather complicated life. At times I have a boring but happy life, other times it's not boring to the random onlooker, but full of Hollywood drama that should be righteously left on the big screens, only I can't be sure there will be a happy ending.

    My heart aches not knowing what the answers are, why bad things happen to good people...

    There's a cliche that goes: When it rains it pours.
    Only in my world, when it rains it's only the beginning of a tsunami.

Tuesday, 26 August 2008

  • First Blog in 5 months...

    I love to eat
    I love to sleep
    I love to express myself
    I love life... but I may b*tch about things from time to time.


    Truth be told, I had to create a new account because I forgot my old account user name and password! I wanted to create an anonymous weblog that even I - the creator - forgot it.  So here I am today, getting back into this great hobby I call: Creative Writing! I read different blogs from time to time, and find myself reading the weblogs of those who use words like magic, drawing the reader in, mesmerized by sheer creativity. I'm not to say I'm one of those writers, heck I didn't even major in English or Journalism! I am simply someone with opinions (what's new) and someone who likes to express herself    !


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